There's a lot on my mental plate right now, which generally means that I have a desperate longing for purging my thoughts via blogging, but that I generally don't allow myself the time because things Must Be Done!
My prayer for the past several months has been "Please, I need something different!" I didn't know what that difference needed to be, I just knew that it needed... to be.
Living a stagnant life is not something that I'm willing to do, and I was feeling that way. Job the same. House the same. Personal life the same. School the same. Something needed to give.
I needed to get outside of my box.
And God answered.
Starting in April, I'll be traveling for work for at least six weeks, could be longer dependent on the powers that be in United Land. Still a trainer. Still for United, but a smaller subsidiary, with new customers, systems and guidelines.
The hotel is beautiful, and when I get excited about the ammenities, my supervisor graciously reminds me that I have to train while I'm there, not just swim. Killjoy.
When the panic of short deadlines, and large stacks of paper to wade through sets in I keep reminding myself, "This is what you want! And asking to get outside of the box entails... getting out of the box! Do it up!"
The snow is melting! The air smells fresh! And I saw one of Mrs Holland's beloved bluebirds tonight!
Spring is on the way - outside, and in my heart!
I aim to find joy in every step of this journey!
